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Invisible Til Now Lyrics â RottenMynded
Singer: RottenMynded
Title: Invisible Til Now
If youâre hearing this, then itâs probably too late- iâll be long gone and youâll see- a couple people posting everything about me/some similar photos with wings, r.i.pâŠsome captions saying how they âwish they had knownâ, and how they âwished they wouldâve texted moreâ/realizing that they never showed the best support- possible, had been ungrateful, i been unstableâŠmy cell phone rings only when the bill collectors call, nobody thought âtoday hectorâs off?â/shitâs sad when you give evĐ”rybody all the heart that you have, but nobody Đ”ven checks your pulse
Now youâre reading the- heartfelt messages i would send to yâall, tears falling, i watch them dripping/youâre lighting those candles, hitting up famâs whoâs asking âwhat happened to this smiling victim?ââŠlike âno, this canât be! not my baby! my cousin?! my brother?! my friend i been missing?!- iâm just thinking- how could you be sad i died, when you wasnât showing love while i was living?⊠now look at you, breaking down- cuz itâs too f#cking late- itâs too late nowâŠi bet you feel âgreatâ now, donât ya?- how?- you couldnât see through 1 fake smile?, really?!âŠto make things worse, i wish i could say it was quick, but it was slower than birth/but instead of new life being brought into earth, it was years of neglect and hurtâŠall the stress from workâŠall the years of failing at every endeavor, i was supposed to be the one to break this hectic curse/was supposed to be the one to get my family out of the jex, but iâm less than worth itâŠlessonâs learned⊠now thereâs so many people at my wake, that we need to get an extra church/yeah, yeah, youâre all sad, but i felt much worse, and you couldnât even text me first?âŠooooh! i hope the guilt eats you alive- i hope you have trouble sleeping at night/hope you feel what i feel, cuz i wrote this with tears in my eyes- cuz you donât know how much it killed me insideâŠmaybe if you really listened to my songs, you would hear me speaking about the the things on my mind- all the reasons to die/or the one-sided conversation speaking to god, just me as iâd plead to the skies- with no answersâŠif i had heavenâs number, iâd call grandpa, tell him that iâm on my way/tell grandma iâd love it if she warmed a plate- up for me, cuz depression gave me âloss of weightââŠeverybody f#cking mad that i chose this fate/was alone, but you forced me to walk this wayâŠno calls, no hangouts, no talking, no more making sure iâm safe, just ignored my faceâŠall the love i showed wasnât good enough for yâall to reciprocate/now iâm dead cuz i didnât wait- youâre hurt cuz you wish i picked a different dateâŠbut itâs too lateâŠmaybe in another life youâll get the chance to say anything that you didnât get to sayâŠbut for now- you have to say it to my face- at this wakeâŠcuz itâs too late
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